I got a phone call last Monday from East West Bank offering me a credit card. I have two cc which I already reach the limit. Haay, I don't know if its a good idea to have one more card, I guess not. Financially we are struggling. It's been a year since I give birth to my second child which worsen our financial issue. Her vaccines are too expensive plus the milk and diaper that she needs every month. As a mother I sacrifice a lot of things. I even think twice before spending a P100, that's how hard it is. I maybe earning a lot but with all the payables that I have and the only one working, what I am getting every month is not enough. I actually decided to get another credit card so that I have something to use if I don't have money.
Sometimes I pity myself, I am thinking if I'm only single I could have enjoyed a lot of things with what I have. I could buy the clothes that I want, I could travel to different places, I could buy gadgets, I could enjoy life more. But I told myself I need to be strong, self-pity would not help at all. I know in God's help we will be able to recover from this. Someday I will share this experience on how I was able to recover and be an inspiration to others. God is the strength of my heart and the smile from kids give me courage not to give up.
Bes, just look at your children and you will feel okay.. and yes, God is our strenght.. miss you...
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